the amount of people I want to ask this question in infamous, the thing is I’m too scared of the answer they might give me…
(Source: sw-ggadelic)
Bho. I hope you know I love you. I never want to lose you. Because you’re the most amazing incredible guy I know and Im so glad that I have you. You care. You always listen and give the best Cuddles. You being unhappy worries me so much. You’re beautiful and it’s horrible when you get upset. All I want is for you to be happy because you’re wonderful and I love you and I love seeing a smile on your face. Bho you mean everything to me. I dream of making you happy. Seeing a smile on your face means so much because I know when you’re around me you smile for real. It’s honest happiness. And Im glad that I can give you happiness. I know there’s a lot of things that make you unhappy like when everyone is at you or I say something the wrong way. But please know I would never do anything that made you upset on purpose. I want to be perfect for you but truth is, I can’t. I have flaws and I always will but I try my best to be perfect because that’s what you deserve. Someone who is. And as much as I want to be perfect, Im not. What gets me through that failure is you. You make it okay because you accept that Im not. And that is why you mean so much to me. You love me for me. Xx
One of my older brothers came over last night and stayed over the night, and every time I open my mouth, I get told to shut up, and then I start getting insulted left right and centre, by all 4 of them…mum, dad, older brother and younger brother.
Tears started streaming out of my eyes, I refused…
all around me there are people who have known each other since they were young, kindergarten, primary(middle) school and high school, I get jealous of those people, because I don’t have any best friends that I’ve known since I was five, I don’t even have any friends from high school… they all have their shared memories, and I just feel like I’m intruding when I’m around them…Is it wrong to be jealous? Is it just pathetic that I don’t have friends I’ve known more than two years?
